Raiden Gerard ;

Alcohol 19/5

2011-05-19T22:39:00.002+08:00

Alcohol fuck you I HATE YOU for what you make me do.

... but I love you still (:

Soon

2011-02-18T03:55:00.000+08:00

Soon, not yet.

Angel Beats!

2010-08-30T01:01:00.001+08:00

Angel Beats!

Great ending :D

:(

2010-08-24T22:42:00.001+08:00

Born in the year of the goat, with a libra horoscope. It's the worse combination ever.

Harddrive space

2010-08-22T05:38:00.001+08:00

Looks at old hard drives. 99% filled. Need to reorganize. Don't know where to start.

Too many files.

Overwhelmed and stressed.

What do?

Smoke and do it tomorrow.

Jasmine

2010-08-20T01:00:00.002+08:00

Jasmine's so sweet

Jasmine's so kind

The flowers I bought for her bloomed-

And they're mine.

I gave her a kiss

She gave me a hiss

I said wai you liek dat

And she's like Cuz you haz no fats.

I sat there so sad

A tear in my eye (not really)

She came up to me, and sat by my side

"Hey baby, what's wrong!" She cried

"Oh nothing much. Just sitting." I lied

And she hugged me so tight

It gave me a fright

But I felt happy

And gave up without a fight.

Now we're at home

I'm thinking of her

Till then

We'll have

Milk tea with pearls.

I love you baby.

30 hours

2010-08-16T23:08:00.001+08:00

Time to retire for the evening after staying awake for 30 hours.

Love you darling.

New computer, better gaming experience!

2010-08-16T01:18:00.002+08:00

Manufacturer:	Gigabyte Technology Co., Ltd.
Processor:	Intel(R) Core(TM) i3 CPU 530 @ 2.93GHz (4 CPUs), ~2.9GHz
Memory:	4096MB DDR3 1333mHz RAM
Hard Drive:	1070 GB
Video Card:	NVIDIA GeForce GTS 250
Monitor:	[Laptop : Glossy LCD 13.1"] \| [Desktop : Acer X223HQ 22" Contrast Ratio 20000 : 1 (Matte)]
Sound Card:	Speakers (Realtek High Definition Audio)
Speakers/Headphones:	[Laptop : Creative HN-505] \| [Desktop : Cambridge Soundworks 4.1]
Keyboard:	Logitech G1
Mouse:	Logitech G1
Mouse Surface:	the BARRACUDA [LITE] \| Cabal Online Mousepad
Operating System:	Windows 7 Home Premium 32-bit (6.1, Build 7600) (7600.win7_rtm.090713-1255)
Motherboard:	Gigabyte H55M-S2 New computer, better gaming experience! Don't worry darling, you'll still be my number one!

Dead Space Speed Run (2)

2010-08-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

Dead Space speed run, failed.

I fell asleep. Gonna try again later.

Dead Space Speed Run

2010-08-14T04:10:00.001+08:00

4.10am, wide awake from the chocolate. What do?

Dead Space Speed Run.

Fastest timing i've heard of so far is 4hrs 52minutes. Trying for 5hours.

P.S Refer to 2008 archive if you want to know what DS is.

On your marks, get set..

Can't sleep

2010-08-14T01:14:00.000+08:00

Can't sleep. Eating chocolate is not helping. I'm hungry. Time to call for fast food?

So after the 12th

2010-08-13T00:46:00.001+08:00

Things didn't go smoothly all the way. But it'll get better tomorrow.

Salt is a good movie.

12th!

2010-08-12T04:54:00.003+08:00

I hate you Google. My sites were updated months ago and your search engine crawlers don't update them. Damn you.

Deactivated my Twitter account for now.

Today is the 12th!

Damn it I can't go back to sleep I might as well just go play some BF2.

In retrospect-

2010-08-11T23:33:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow...

I gotta feeling.

That tonight's gonna be a good night.

Shall we try again?

2010-08-11T03:26:00.003+08:00

Hmm. Shall we try again? All good things may come to an end, but that end isn't now. I hope she doesn't take me for granted. I hope she treats me better, just as I'll do so from now.

Hope hope hope.

Dangerous yet I'm willing to risk it all.

Again.

Memories

2010-08-10T00:50:00.002+08:00

I can't remember what happened on Thursday. Maybe one day I will. I hope I don't.

Why is she still around. Evil people sure last long.

Hey look-

2010-08-09T19:18:00.002+08:00

Hey look, it's 2010!

My birthday is coming soon.

MSN Spam

2009-10-20T11:35:00.002+08:00

And I was actually thinking, "What if those virus links spam on msn actually looked BELIEVABLE?"

Just got one today which looked slightly different and not as retarded as "LOLOL CHECK OUT MY NUD3 PICZ WWW.VIRUSPORN.COM/MYEMAILADDRESS" Fuck.

nic***@hotmail.com says:
*hey are you on facebook ???
if u are then check this out ;)

[This was the link, I changed it already of course] nic***.Com(e)-Face-The-Trut(h).com

brb okay?

Wow. Looks like those retards have changed the code.

Hmm.

Next we'll have MMORPGs without grind.

As if. That is why we can't have good things.

Happy Birthday!

2009-10-18T03:31:00.001+08:00

Darling was such a dear, just like last year. She made me a card and bought me a cake :) I love her so much, and i'm typing all these as I look at her next to me.. Ah.

It was a fun birthday this year, although the parties and celebrations aren't exactly finished yet. 1 last party (or 2, rather) to go! Ahahaha. Being 18 opens new doors and opportunities.

Anyway, school is fun and I suppose it's going to be better than last semester. More projects but still good overall.

Its 3:33am what the shit.

I feel

2009-10-09T03:06:00.002+08:00

I feel so loved! Ahahahhaa. Honey and I are so much in love, it's almost as if it was only the first week of us being together. But even more now!

♥Baby

P.S Don't scold me when you see what time I posted this :(

Office Politics

2009-08-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

Why is work...

...Such a bitch some times?

You try not to get attention, you get overlooked.

You try to be ambitious, you become a threat.

You want be unorthodox, some see it as you being lazy.

You want to show results, others try and spite you for your efforts.

No matter how hard you try, you'll always be the "one who kept blasting techno in the store before closing"

Some look at you with prejudice, some sympathize, the others oblivious.

You back down to examine the chaos, and the cycle repeats itself.

...I'm underpaid.

Off day with Honey

2009-08-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

Currently on the bus home now, and going to bed once I reach back. Off from work today, and I'll be working again in a few hours. About two more weeks and my school attachment is complete. Then i'll be able to start working part time and enjoy more time with baby.

Spent my off day with darling, Jeremy and Ben. Was at Iluma playing some Jubeat. It's been awhile since I played at the arcade. Had a good meal at Swensons. I hope I get some of my commision from my laptops soon D: Got a new laptop carrier, smaller than my Fujitsu carrying case, but it's good :D Nice design and lightweight as well.

Can't wait for Sunday (: Will be spending more time with baby on Thursday. Not sure where to go yet..

Darling spends almost an hour eating a Grilled Cajun Chicken meal D: Omfg. Haha!

J-Cube will be opening soon. Good luck in taking off where PC Bunk failed. I foresee many things, and not all are good. Although the prices are reasonable.

Good night (:

Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince

2009-08-11T22:22:00.003+08:00

Sitting in the bus on the way home with my laptop. Air con vent directly above me so I need not worry about the laptop heating up at all. Rather cold, because I lent baby my jacket and I forgot to take it back :O

Someone just farted wtf -.-

Was out with darling and Ben today. Had lunch at the BBQ Chicken Restaurant. Good meal, forgot to eat since yesterday morning. Bought tix to watch Harry Potter THBP. It wasn't as bad as critics would give credit for, however the ending was just "meh". There was a power trip at GV during the show, and a short blackout.. Twice.

Now reading up on disabling my HDD and power saving options to keep my laptop alive for as long as possible. I hate bringing the charger around, and I notice I hardly ever use it anyway. Managed to squeeze out about 15% of the battery for about 20-30minutes of usage so far. Astounding, considering that it's a notebook, not netbook. And that i'm plugged in to my mobile broadband.

K techfags aside. Darling was prettttty as always. Its nice to know that I have money in my bank account again and that I can have dinner with her at nice restaurants again. All these and using my own cash reserves. Work may take up lots of my time, but I manage to schedule everything so that I can spend time with baby.

Speaking of which, it's our 10th month in a few hours (:

I have a surprise up my sleeve >:D

Honey is in Malaysia D:

2009-08-11T00:07:00.003+08:00

@Work : "I paid $30 so I want my 9 cell battery."

Wtf.

Anyway. Darling is in Malaysia. I miss her so much :( I don't have an off day during the weekend so i'll be going over to her place on a weekday probably.

Our 10th month anniversary is just a few days away :) Ah it's been such a long time... Good and bad, but ultimately i'm very happy with her.

Cheers to you, my dear (:

<3 Jasmine

2009-08-02T12:11:00.002+08:00

So work has been great so far. Sales is good. Average of 1-2 a day.

I'm back with darling, and life has been even better ever since.

To cut a long story short, I didn't know what I was missing till I lost it. When we got back together, I realized how much we were in love D:

<3 Baby.

@work 4th day

2009-07-17T01:28:00.001+08:00

4th day, $9300 :O

Closed many deals.

Omfg.

No commission.

=.=

lol.

Want to buy note/netbook call me k.

Best price.

@Work

2009-07-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

I closed a $2400 deal! :D

No, you're not going to affect me.

2009-07-12T21:58:00.005+08:00

I read and agree with Leon's previous post on his blog. Anyway, regarding the incident, I'm fine with it. You can keep trying to get sympathy from everyone and get everyone to hate me. Keep trying.

The ones who believe you didn't get the full story anyway. I trusted you too much. Don't blame me when we stare at you and your friend when you walk by us, because you're the one who keeps causing problems. It started a long time ago and it's not ending anything soon. So do us, or rather; me, a favour. Stop it.

Take your attitude and manipulations and throw it away. Pity will only get you so far. I'm not saying anything because I don't want to make it look like you're in the wrong. But you know how it'll all end up. So considering that we were together, I don't want to make you look bad. I'll keep quiet, although I know you'll just gather a group and sit at a corner and cry and mouth things about me. But it's fine, it shows the age maturity here.

Keep making me look like the bad guy here. I control you even after we break up? Sure.

Keep making me look like the bad guy.

Shit aside.

Work starts tomorrow. New company, new schedule. And this work requires me to use my brain at least, unlike the previous.

Now you see

2009-07-11T05:14:00.001+08:00

Now you see why I don't want to be with you.

First day of work!

2009-07-06T20:05:00.002+08:00

And it's dinner time! Work ended not too long ago. It was rather enjoyable, of sorts. Not so much into interacting with customers yet, unfortunately ;(

Technical work. And I got my new LEVEL 5 SECURITY CLEARANCE CARD.

I mean the security clearance card for the doors at level 5. LOL. But it's still good shit.

So anyway, my colleagues are great people who love to have fun. Omfg I found my new bi-partner there too O:

Anyway, will post more tomorrow. Sadly, I can't bring my laptop in due to security reasons. I'm having a bad headache after staring at the computer screens ;(

I will love you if you sms me while I work to entertain me X: Hohoho.

Using my alias Raiden at the workplace. Easier to remember + it's easier to pronounce (:

All call me Raiden from today okay ;/ okokokokokokok. kthx.

Hmm... More to be posted!

:D

I woke up at 7pm

2009-07-05T18:57:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 7pm. And I have work tomorrow early in the morning.

Shit.

Will blog tomorrow about work. Enjoyed my last day of hanging out yesterday :O

"2 am, and the rain is falling. Here we are, at the crossroads once again"

2009-07-04T02:49:00.003+08:00

(Wrote this on notepad a few hours back. Posting it now)

Ok then. I promised a proper blog entry, and this is going to be it. I am writing this at 11:58pm and I am sitting near a coffee shop at my house area.

Waiting for my mom and we'll head off to a nearby Macs for supper and have a talk. Many calls and smses the past few days, as usual. It's nice that people care, and I can name a few that genuinely do. Since the day of the break up which was around 3 weeks ago, J has always stood by my side. Clingy, people might see it as. But it's nice to have a true friend like her.

Theres something else I need to write out but now isn't the time. Those who know what i'm talking about will understand. Work starts on Monday. Going to give my all and hopefully add more points to my current GPA. The short hair is a problem but I got used to it. I suppose by the end of the attachment, my hair would have grown to how it was before.

I guess there's nothing much worrying me anymore, with the exception of J. I hope she'll find a better boyfriend soon so that she'll get the love she deserves. I'll still be looking out for her as a friend; one of her best friends I guess. A true relationship like ours is hard to come by, and to say we'll remain "Just friends" is an understatement.

So what are my plans now? It's simple really. Focus on my job attachment for the next nine weeks. Anything else is secondary.

-

I just got back home, my mom and I had a long talk. We're fine now.

Ok, tomorrow I will blog more.

;)

So, what to do this morning?

2009-07-02T11:54:00.002+08:00

K so whats the deal with such an early post, compared with my usual timing of around 12am? It's because i'm sitting at Kopi Roti surfing the internet on my laptop. Just finished breakfast and there's no one around yet. Waiting till around 3 for X.

Ben will be going down later too so.. And that midfag Leon.

So whats new in my life? Lots. One good news is that I've been confirmed and scheduled to work at Fujitsu for the next nine weeks starting from next Monday. Pay isn't good, it's just a small sum of money for allowance. But ... It's Fujitsu :D

Many other things obviously, just that I havn't had time to post.

Many things surrounding X.

Tou laupei, don't sad already ok ;/

And J, study understand D: Go schedule some tuition time!

Fuck boring day is boring -.- Sitting down here for the past hour and you'll be surprised at how many strange / well dressed people walk by this area.

K, will blog moar later. I shall go play L4D on my laptop.

After all that

2009-06-26T03:46:00.004+08:00

2 weeks of holidays and it's been shit so far.

Decisions will be made. We'll see what happens.

(RE: All previous posts. I just realised I can summarize an entire weeks worth of events in 2 or so lines.)

I don't know

2009-06-22T05:06:00.002+08:00

I don't know

:(

Just looking back at the old pictures. Memories start to flow back.

I'm not who I am anymore.

Re: Your post, Jasmine!

2009-06-21T04:18:00.003+08:00

Well, it's hard to say. I can't type it all out in the blog... I'll call you when I wake up alright? I'll give you a satisfactory reply and I know you won't be upset ;)

Just got back home not too long ago from Cine with Tobi, Erica, Theo, John, err... Tou!? Cloudie?! OMG SO MANY PEOPLE I CAN'T RMB ALL LA :( Tired. Need sleep.

Facebook. I want to redo my profile.. I really do :( Gah. ONE DAY I WILL SIT MY ASS DOWN AND FIX IT.

For now, err..

Other things are at hand.

I cut my heel omg :( A few days back while playing Sabrewing HS mix I tore the skin on my heel fuck fuck fuck.

lol.

Damn it.

=/

k so er liek it b tiem for moar gaem. But no DDR. Cuz Jasmine says so.

So i'll stick to . Er. What ah. Hmm. Jubeat or something.

I can still DDR, just tip toe and play. Scoring will be harder but it's still fun to play ;o

Jasmine and I had a good talk yesterday and we agreed to be bestestest friends forever. Because of the really strong love and connection we had. But if any goodlooking and great guy were to jio her, I'd help them both ;D

And she's right. I can't live without women (Or men, LOL). It's just me k. YA I "FUCKING HONGSTER" K.

But i'm such a good boy... :(

I can't live without good music, food and fun ;O

Hmm...

2009-06-20T01:33:00.001+08:00

Ah...

Okay...

.

I might be curious of the identities of the people who frequent my blog..

I huan lo.

Cannot meh ;(

I need a new mp3 player. Maybe Sony.

Maybe apple.

HAHAHAH NO.

Sony.

Send me your recommendations ;(

Will to change?

2009-06-16T01:20:00.003+08:00

I believe... It's this simple :

Without the will to change, there will be without change.

All the talk about communication. Your mindset won't change, i'm always at fault. You fail to see the problem does not lie with me. Get your friends to make you feel better about yourself, to lie to you even. Maybe if you get a big group of people to constantly tell you that you are in the right, and that I am in the wrong, you may just start to believe it yourself.

Enough of the excuses, make something happen.

I'm doubtful anything will, anyway.

And as time goes by

2009-06-15T05:30:00.002+08:00

Leave me alone by myself anymore and I don't know what will happen.

I do know, for a fact, that thoughts will run wild. The outcome? I don't know.

Once you read this, you'd better act before it's too late.

Hmm... I don't know why but...

2009-06-15T00:39:00.003+08:00

I remember going to bed yesterday in a good mood, as though something good was going to happen when I wake up. I was expecting something. When I awoke today, I seemed to have forgot, and I went through the rest of the day half dead. Hoping something would make me happy, waiting for the moment ; which never came.

Yeah sure I had fun. But don't I always? I don't know what I missed out, and i'll likely not find out. Maybe it was because I had told myself I was going to find .. Nevermind.

Someone call me...

Edit : Wtf, I just realised that out of my 1600+ friend reqs on Facebook, only several hundred are shown. So to accept my REAL friends who added me ages ago, i'd have to manually accept/ignore the current ones so the request list will "Refresh" itself.

...

Sabrewing

2009-06-14T00:32:00.003+08:00

SABREWING Headshot Mix 820k ON EXPERT 2 DAYS AGO OMFGDFGDFGJDRJGTERGTWETWJET

SDFJSJOIGTJBSETJ!

Oh, I'm going to Fujitsu for my job attachment!

And finally the start of the holidays (:

Life right now is pretty much-

2009-06-10T02:14:00.003+08:00

Well. This post is pretty much for myself to read. If you find the next few lines boring or mundane, feel free to skip this week's entry.

Got my new lappy. Rushing up my school project on it, and it all should be done by tomorrow. Due on Thursday. Holidays from then on.

Teacher being a ___________________, not allowing me for the job attachment even though my hair is 60% shorter now. It's okay. I'll still get the job, one way or another.

Girlfriend problem again.

Can't wait for my schedule session tomorrow. Keeps the stress factor controlled.

Now excuse me while I head back to bed and dream of a very nice life in Sims3 with my virtual girl.

Heh.

Down in the dumps again, yet it isn't that bad. Hmm..

Good night.

2009-05-29T02:29:00.001+08:00

Can you trade pokemon with psp emulator?

In: Computer Programming, Games and Toys, Pokemon Ruby Sapphire and Emerald [Edit categories]

[Edit]

No. Pokemon isn't worth a PSP. Unless it is really rare pokemon or lots of em. Try selling a lot or pokemon or really rare kinds. It would help you save up for a PSP.

OH MY GOD? LOOK AT THIS SHIT. LOL

2009-05-29T00:01:00.004+08:00

The surge in Australia came as Singapore on Wednesday confirmed its first swine flu infection, a 22-year-old woman who reported symptoms after visiting New York. In the Philippines, tests confirmed four more cases of swine flu – including a 1-year-old girl who returned from the U.S. and a 13-year-old boy who visited Hong Kong – raising the country's total to six.

Several lab tests were interrupted when the bodies of other deceased started coming to life. The surprising thing was that the bodies that "reanimated" were not infected by the dreaded H1N1.

"It seems that the virus has mutated into a cross-metagen species. It does not affect the host, but the strain of virus mutates if it comes into contact with any other strain of viruses, such as the seasonal flu." Doctor Alan Gray says, as he stands behind a sheet of reinforced glass with our news crew.

The reanimation is a slow but gruesome process, as we observed in horror for ourselves. Doctor Gray explains that the host's body cells differ somewhat from a living human being. The cell's mitochondria are forced back to a semi-functional state where it has just enough energy to power the host's basic neural and motor functions.

This strain of infection has only hit the US so far, and the WHO has not commented on the possibility of it happening in other affected countries.

The US has raised the threat level and has issued martial law. Any civilian caught strolling outside will be referred to the local police. The CDC has sent all quarantined individuals to an undisclosed location where they will be closely monitored.

Countries all over the world has taken steps to contain all H1N1 cases, and several countries have closed their doors, disallowing both inward and outward bound traffic in the country.

Singapore Health Minister, Khaw Boon Wan, explains why they have set up a naval blockade.

"We believe that this virus has been contained within the country, and CDC officers have taken safety precautions to make sure anyone in contact with suspected H1N1 patients have been quarantined. Our only fear is that the mutated strain will reach our shores via illegal immigrants who somewhat make it via our open seas. We urge the public to remain calm, and that the alert level will not be raised to black. Life has to go on."

If you havn't realised by now, it's a funny.

LISTEN TO THIS WTF : http://media.hpb.gov.sg/hop3/audios/handwashing_jingle/washywashyclean.mp3

Anyway! I just came back from darling's house. I missed her so much. We had a really long talk today. I guess.. I love her so much ;( We'll be webcam-ing and talking on the phone should the alert level be raised to red.

God bless you all, take care. Stay safe, everyone.

Entreprenuership isn't like that, fools.

2009-05-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

Okay here's the deal.

You need cash?

Work.

You don't fucking set up a blog store for money. Fuck.

In the world of business, you'd better fucking have some capital to start before you actually set up store.

Don't expect your consumers to PAY YOU FIRST for your shipments.

It's life, shit happens.

So if you're afraid of someone ordering something from you and cancelling your order at the last minute, FUCKIN FACE IT? IT'S BUSINESS, NOT A FUCKIN FAIRYTALE.

Companies go bust because of shit like that, but at least most of them reeled in some big bucks before going down.

I repeat. If you need money, get a damn job. You'll earn more then sitting at home waiting for CAPPINGS or WIRED ADVANCE PAYMENTS.

You have SPARE money, or you feel like doing some business, SET UP A SHOP.

Fuck, the spirit of entrepreneurship seems to have fucking gone down the drain.

If I feel like it?

2009-05-25T00:01:00.002+08:00

Wtf. Sleeping for 24hours.

Fuck.

Will post pictures of my upcoming project labeled : "EarthSiege : The Fire" 3 weeks from now.

Darling I love you xD

2009-05-17T03:12:00.002+08:00

Missed last bus by 5 minutes after sending darling home. Came home at 2.30am. After walking for 20min or so, cabbed to a nearby MRT station and took NR towards town, and transferred again to another NR home.

2 hours journey but it's worth it cuz' I love baby!

So yar I was drying my hair and then this gecko / lizard fell down (THUD) from my cupboard and ran inside. He was like "omg stop looking at me" and started running up and down, petrified. I told him to get out but he was like ;( and ran inside my cupboard -.- Shit. He'd better not shit on my clothes.

And 2 minutes later I heard another THUD sound . This was caused by a fully grown cockroach falling from the wall onto the floor. He landed upside down which gave me enough time to grab my can of Mortein. Sprayed it down with neurotoxin. Ded.

Shit I hate bugs -.- Especially bugs with leg hair wtf. Even my legs doesn't have that much hair.

K so I went out with honey today and the usual group of friends. Today was great because darling and I didn't argue lol wut.

WAITING 4 U lvl 18, edit data. I PASSED WITH 650k WUTTTTTTT. A few days back. Should have videoed that shit lul.

K so err. Like, dj max. Two songs I can't FC. Nightmare 8b, lvl 14 (My ass, it's like 16 for the spam part at the end) and a new addition now. Beat U Down 6k (WTF 6KEY WTF?!) MX lvl 15. Damn that fuckshix. It's like wtf I break at 300+ combo wut. WUT.

I'll probably FC it soon. My djmax skills seem to be staying stagnent / deproving. The more recent achievements is 94% for Shoreline MX 6k lvl 14, 96.9% Son of Son HD 6k lvl 13, Space of Soul HD 13 6k 98.9% and Super Lovely MX 14 6k 94.0% / MX 15 4k 94.4%.

Apart from those I havn't been doing very well ;(

When is my new laptop coming damn it -.-

Darling, all the best for your last paper okay!

Btw, my anger management seems to be working. I love councilling myself. I havn't flared up for awhile I guess D:

Meeting some friends at DBG in a few hours. Need some sleep.

Off to play my LEGO : Indiana Jones. lul

Honey looks so hot ;3 I love her forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever!

I am...

2009-05-15T13:23:00.000+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY ;D

Why?

Refer to darling's blog xD

:3

I'm am me.

2009-05-11T12:47:00.002+08:00

Rebonded my hair. And now i'm "ah beng" cuz someone says rebonding is for ahbengs =.=

Lame. Arguing again. Everytime she argues with me she'll remove my name from the "Loves Gerard" section of her MSN personal message. I'd rather she didn't put it there at all anymore cuz it's so fucking childish whenever that happens. God damn.

I'm proud and smart? Wtf? Being educated is now something to be ashamed of. Having confidence is now frowned upon? If that was the case, I'm sure Marc would be every girl's fancy.

No?

Of course not.

My charm and traits make you feel uneasy. So the things which make me who I am are my shit points now?

No. I like who I am, and if people think i'm proud, they must be blind. I havn't heard anyone tell me that anyway. I believe in myself, and I'm not afraid to say it. I love myself and I will not take this shit about me.

I am me.

Me

2009-05-03T22:27:00.003+08:00

What do I want from myself, who do I need now? Whose company do I need the most? What have I become?

I don't know.

If

2009-05-03T01:39:00.004+08:00

If no one hears from me anymore it means I have died.

More posts tomorrow.

Thank you for the fun, everyone. Now it's time for me to go through hell alone.

/b/

2009-05-02T02:20:00.005+08:00

It's time for a /b/ joke again. More serious posts will be posted soon.

>> :getprophet: 05/01/09(Fri)14:00:41 No.135538556

obvious troll is obvious

>> noko 05/01/09(Fri)14:01:07 No.135538634

uhh you guys are dumbasses, i may be new but come on i put noko in my name so i don't have to look around to find post.

the posting system is really fucked up on this site it seems random instead of numericaly. i guess that is why it is called random but whetever/ -_-

HAHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAGHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHH
HHAHHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

Meet Mr Mudkiep.

2009-04-29T19:42:00.001+08:00

My pride and joy.

Bioshock

2009-04-28T23:16:00.002+08:00

Bioshock is good. More details tomorrow.

You Laugh, You Lose

Shit, I lost so hard.

S4League

2009-04-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

JAP - GUNZ : THE DUEL?

iWant!?

NOT FOR SG?

FFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Darling.

2009-04-27T22:31:00.003+08:00

Darling, i'm going to nag and nag and repeat like a spoilt player.

STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?STOP PLAYING ESO TILL SO LATE! OKAY?

I love you. You must take care of yourself ;(

Oh. Legendary. I finished the whole game.

In 6 hours.

Shit. What a total letdown. But I must say, it was a very exciting 6 hour game. The level designs were good, and it gave that "Oh my it looks like it's the end-of-the-world / Hellgate London / L4D" atmosphere. But even better.

I should go see a doctor as to why i'm always feeling tired.

...

Goodnight.

Morning!

2009-04-27T07:51:00.002+08:00

AHAHAHAHHAA. I'm up early today. And I'm looking forward to school. You know why?

That's because I ENJOY WHAT I'M LEARNING NOW! FUCK YOU, MATHS :D

Garena

2009-04-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

[20:52:24] FUCK THEM ALL
[20:52:35] GG XD
[20:53:03] :D
[20:53:39] god damn it
[20:53:44] SOMEBODY CREATE FUN GAME
[20:53:45] ZFOC
[20:53:48] FOC COMECOME
[20:53:50] BOO
[20:53:51] foc
[20:53:51] FOC
[20:53:53] CAN SUCK MY BALLS
[20:54:01] wow my foc can sukc ur balls
[20:54:05] yeah
[20:54:05] good
[20:54:10] all the characters suck my ball
[20:54:12] show me ur balls pls
[20:54:15] oh no no
[20:54:16] FOCFOC
[20:54:17] LOL
[20:54:17] COMECOME
[20:54:19] i noe u wan to suck it too
[20:54:23] yes
[20:54:24] but not for u
[20:54:26] :DDD
[20:54:29] how u noe
[20:54:31] reserve for the characters
[20:54:35] 4 ur mother? O.o
[20:54:39] :O
[20:54:40] no no
[20:54:40] i wan punch it and fuck it
[20:54:43] it's for me
[20:54:44] o.o
[20:54:46] OHMYGAWD
[20:54:47] TD
[20:54:50] Lawl

Garena.

Well hai guise, i'm baaaaaaaaaaack.

2009-04-26T02:53:00.003+08:00

I'm back early today. Timecheck : 3am. Winrar.

K. Gist of it.

Pasir Ris -> Bus stop -> Bedok -> Cab -> East Coast -> Cab -> Eunos -> Bus Terminal -> Coffee Shop toilet (Wrong one) -> walk -> Coffee Shop toilet (Correct one, actually 1 min from Eunos but I made a huge wrong detour) -> Bus Terminal -> Bus Stop -> -Waits for 15minutes- -> Walks back to Interchange to ask for directions -> (The only bus there leaves) -> Walks back to Bus Stop -> (NR7 leaves) -> Furious -> lol -> Walks to 2nd Bus stop -> Sees another NR7 pass -> Waits -> Walks to 3rd bus stop across the road -> Sees another Nr7 pass -> Walks to correct bus stop -> Waits 10minutes -> Gets on NR7 -> PASSES BY DHOBY GHAUT-> Hotel Phoenix -> Crowded Bus stop -> NR5 -> Plays Nightmare 6k on bus and people go .-. -> Home bus stop -> Walk -> Home

Total travel time : 3 hours

"Singapore so small la..."

Fuck you.

Also, went to the Red House at Pasir Ris to have a look-see. Nice place really. Went out today with Darling, Bryan, Shaun, Val, Val (No, really.), Leon and Benedict. So much laughs, so little time.

Mac joke

2009-04-22T23:10:00.003+08:00

Short post today. Tired.

Something funny in school.

Sorry to Mac/Apple fans, yo :O Mac is good in terms of style, but it's not my preference.

-After walking around the school for 3hours instead of being in class-

Me : "So hey guise, liek wut laptop brand is bez I should GET?"

Lecturers (5) : "LOLOLOL OF COURSE ITS MAC LA. BEST LAPTOP."

Lecturer : "YA LOR TELL YOU TO BUY MAC ALREADY. FOUR THOUSAND FIVE HUNDRED ONLY."

Me : "STEADY. Best Mac. I'm so not buying any other brands already. MAC IS BEST!"

You know it sucks when even your own IT professionals diss the brand. Mac, fuck off lol. Then again, Dell isn't very good either ._. Overrated Mac is overrated.

That's the gist of it.

K off to play with my Crayfishes.

I love Darling!

Oh I had Jeremy vid me playing Max 300 max-me-mix and MaXX Unlimited. Will post soon.

Off to bed byebye.

10 minutes later ...

Lecturer passing by : "Hey Gerard. So are you getting that great Macbook?"

Me : "FUCK YEAH."

Please read : For those who haven't realised by now... The lecturers and I were making fun of the overrated Mac brand, since there were other brands which had better spec-ed laptops. I'd rather choose Effieciency over Overrated Style :O

Pets

2009-04-21T22:35:00.007+08:00

So I got to level 35 and now NPC allows me to purchase pets! So I got this aquatic elemental and it's really powerful. Pet food will cost me though. But fighting gym battles for my pokemon achievements will be so much easier now!

...

Okay seriously. I went to the pet store today and I got these two cuties.

The smaller one at the top is called Winrar and the other is called Mudkiepz.

My goblet of win. Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Got some new games from the library, will post everything tomorrow!

I think my attitude is getting better ;3

OH MY /B/?

2009-04-20T23:26:00.001+08:00

I AM SO PROUD OF BABY :

我是[Raiden] Kyuuu. |-.- 很累 (Chinese is such Profaggotry.) | Meows and says (11:22 PM):
No, it's "Too much faggotry which is too much is faggotistically too much faggotry"

我是[Raiden] Kyuuu. |-.- 很累 (Chinese is such Profaggotry.) | Meows and says (11:23 PM):
=O

`jasMINE; Ryuna Y: what is love? says (11:24 PM):
Too much is much too much k.

`jasMINE; Ryuna Y: what is love? says (11:24 PM):
Now enough:D

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I /B/ TROLLED. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG !

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

(4chan joke. Sorry to the other 99% of my readers who don't understand...)

Profaggotry

2009-04-20T18:37:00.000+08:00

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[18:16:04] [System Message] Please use legal software. You may need to add Garena into firewall trust list to start game.
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[18:36:44] any games??!!

Lets see that again....

-epicspam-
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[18:36:44] any games??!!

Did you?

2009-04-20T07:49:00.004+08:00

Did you forget how we hugged and how you smiled back when I said I'll give you as much time as you want, because I loved you?

I said I'll wait and still love you.

You know what changed regarding what I said during the past few days?

Nothing.

Social Networking sites and moar.

2009-04-20T00:14:00.006+08:00

After logging into friendster for a moment, I realized why I stopped using any social networking site for a period of time.

TeeHeex. (Those who understand this, will get what I mean.)

Now, facebook. I havn't checked it for ages. And if the first thing you see when you log in is 99 notifications and the following, you'll understand why.

Something which should have been done a long time ago. It was funny at first.

"HEY JEREMY. LOL can you imagine tomorrow I wake up and FB tells me I have 100 friends, and I have to accept them all before I continue accepting more!? HAHAHAHA"

Yeah. It stopped getting funny when it got real.

It all started with me joining a group which had several other similar players of Mafia and Vampires. We'd all add each other up to increase the size of our army. It was great at first, but now... It's just a little too much :( Mafia Wars and Vamps ;( All your fault. Lol. I don't know how to remove my name from the Mafia Wars add train :( Someone stop the train.

But it's fine. I'll just have to manually filter the people who know me IRL and those who are from Zynga Game groups.

I need to flush out some friends from my list soon too. Anyway. I don't even use these social networking sites anymore, so why do I even bother...

K, so it's the second week of school. 3D Max should have been installed. Time to get a new laptop and start work. This year, I really will study <.< srs.

Can't wait for the weekend. And I will have to get some coffee or i'm going to get all tired and grumpy in the morning later. LOL.

Steps™

Oh, and XDO added some new features. DDR, Taiko Drum and Audition modes. Will post screenies tomorrow if I have time to play.

It's bedtime now, for once I'm going to sleep before 6am. Amazing. I awoke at 12pm after sleeping at 6am, and I went back to bed at 2pm. Awoke again at 5pm, and still tired since I awoke at 12pm. Damn it. What's happening to me.

Good night everyone, and if someone can teach me how to disable the fucking notifications from games (I already did, but it still shows up), it'd be cool.

Till next post!

Steps

2009-04-17T10:38:00.002+08:00

Lolhai. Steps is a good game.

Based on the game play of Audition, versatility of High Street 5, UI of XDO/SuperDancerOnline, and the graphics of Perfect World.

All these together, and you get Steps.

Enough said. Pics.

Its the season to be .... Wait wut?

2009-04-11T05:35:00.009+08:00

You guys think you know a lot? You think you guys are big fuck by trying to help a couple who's IRL by not allowing the guy to be in the guild? You are seriously mistaken, motherfuckers.

Well, none of my friends appreciate your little act, and you can go suck a pole. But unlike you mofo's who hide behind the computer screen and be cool by your crafting and +4 imbued items, I shall not stoop to your level.

I'm letting this go, because I already have something planned. Sinister, people may call it. I call it your just deserts. You're already getting it right now but the thing is you don't even know it yet ;) Stupid dipshits. Evil has a way of finding its way back around. So i'm not going to confront you, scold you and act like some internet tough guy. Because honestly, I've had my fair share of backstabbing motherfuckers like you. Your kind don't go very far. And you're not worth my time, that's for sure. So you can continue telling yourself "Oh we helped her. At least her bf won't scold her anymore. We helped her. We're cool". I have one to thing to say to you (guys):
You can suck my dick, asswipes.
Enjoy your cancer.

(To recap, have a look at the post on the 9th of April. That will explain about our good hearted guild fucks.)

LET THIZ B A WARNING TO ALL U TOUGHGAIZ ON THAT GUILD WHO WANT TO BRK ME AND JAS UP KKK I BE KILL U ALL CUZ I INTERNETTOUGH GAI FUCK U ALL FUCKFUCKFK.
Lol. Just kidding. To Greg, Jasper and Dennon. I'm fine with you talking with Jas. Better to have 3 friends who show concern to my gf then to not.

Man, this holiday was a real eye-opener. I daresay I have matured slightly more, and I've learned to deal with my anger. It's still a problem, but it isn't a huge one anymore.

Throw aside the Jealousy, Anger, Hate and Ego.

All you'll have left is Love, and I believe that is all that is needed.

YOU LAUGH YOU LOSE: (OPEN IT TO VIEW FULL PIC)

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Ending this on a happy note, I can safely say I've stopped drinking alcohol. I never was an alcoholic and never will be one. It's time for the old craze to be reborn.

CCR.

COFFEE COFFEE REVOLUTION

It might have JOINT PREGG0RZ (lul inside joke directed at my bff trollnigger)

P.S To L, keeping in contact is a start. Plan your next move.

To V&B, Don't fucking act like you two don't care :3 You know you do. Just kiss, hug, ~~sex~~ , and make up. It'll work out fine ;)

Goodnight readers, and enjoy the weekend ahead.

I was wrong

2009-04-11T01:34:00.002+08:00

After going over to baby's house today, we had a long talk. I realised something. Something I knew years ago, but never accepted. I lied to myself. I'm the best boyfriend. It's not my fault. She's in the wrong.

And I'd lie to myself more and come up with all sorts of reasons why I was right. When all I needed was one reason why I was wrong.

We are back together, and things have never been better. More tomorrow, just came home and i'm tired.

Good night everybody!

Fuck off my life

2009-04-09T17:22:00.001+08:00

Fuck off my life.

The day you chose 3 people online from a different country over you real boyfriend, was the day I decided you're too fucking stupid to maintain a relationship. Now gtfo.

No i'm not going to call people up and rant, she's not worth it. So you can heave your signs of relief.

Backstabbers Part 2

2009-04-09T11:49:00.000+08:00

P.s After all this, she still thinks the guild mates are nice.

Wow I have a dumb bitch for a girlfriend.

Save my soul.

Fucking backstabbers

2009-04-09T11:14:00.002+08:00

[10:59] RaiD3n: Btw
[10:59] RaiD3n: Wanna know something fucked?
[10:59] Rawr <3: yeah
[11:00] RaiD3n: To summarize
[11:00] RaiD3n: I got backstabbed by my guild
[11:00] RaiD3n: Because I was nice.
[11:00] Rawr <3: ]gay.
[11:00] Rawr <3: oh wth. i like eggplant?!
[11:00] Rawr <3: i finally tried it and its nice
[11:00] Rawr <3: o.o
[11:01] RaiD3n: Lol wut
[11:01] RaiD3n: Okay so heres the deal..
[11:01] RaiD3n: We went to an instance
[11:01] RaiD3n: And I met this other guy who helped me out by spending lotsa money on tanking
[11:02] RaiD3n: So we got like 4 quest drops from the boss monster
[11:02] RaiD3n: 4
[11:02] RaiD3n: So that guy asked for one
[11:02] RaiD3n: My guild leader was like "Who are you, coming in and just asking for one"
[11:02] RaiD3n: I gave him one because I owed him from the last few times
[11:02] RaiD3n: And a few hours later
[11:02] RaiD3n: The guild majority
[11:02] RaiD3n: Came to a decision
[11:02] RaiD3n: That I didn't care about the guildies.
[11:02] RaiD3n: And they asked me to leave.
[11:03] RaiD3n: Because I was nice.
[11:03] RaiD3n: Okay.
[11:03] RaiD3n: Wut.
[11:03] RaiD3n: I feel so betrayed.
[11:03] Rawr <3: oh wut
[11:03] Rawr <3: thats gay.
[11:03] RaiD3n: Very
[11:03] RaiD3n: I feel so hurt -.- It's just a game, yes
[11:03] RaiD3n: But I have feelings.
[11:03] Rawr <3: this is way you dont trust game friends
[11:03] Rawr <3: they care about themselves and shit.
[11:04] Rawr <3: people are weird
[11:04] Rawr <3: and ghey/.
[11:04] RaiD3n: 1 out of 4 boss quest items
[11:04] RaiD3n: And it's not like we can't run the instance again.
[11:04] RaiD3n: And I owed that guy.
[11:04] RaiD3n: What faggotry is this.
[11:04] RaiD3n: And the guild master said
[11:04] Rawr <3: its cause your guild leader is a greedy bitch
[11:04] RaiD3n: I didn't care about my guild mates cuz I could have saved it for them
[11:05] RaiD3n: Ya hello, half the guild members are MY FRIENDS IRL.
[11:05] RaiD3n: If they needed it , I have spares in my other fucking accounts
[11:05] RaiD3n: So they kick me, they lost 3 members.
[11:05] RaiD3n: -.-
[11:05] RaiD3n: Faggotry.
[11:05] Rawr <3: yeah
[11:06] RaiD3n: The gayer thing is
[11:06] RaiD3n: My gf is still in the guild
[11:07] RaiD3n: Not even knowing what the fuck happened
[11:07] RaiD3n: And she still tells me those guildmates are her "FRIENDS"
[11:07] RaiD3n: KAY
[11:07] RaiD3n: KKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
[11:07] Rawr <3: LOWUT
[11:07] RaiD3n: I even explained to her
[11:07] RaiD3n: And shes like "BUT THEY'RE MAI FRENZ D:D:D:DD:D:D:D"
[11:07] RaiD3n: WHAT THE FUCK
[11:07] RaiD3n: Friends don't FUCKING BS YOU FOR HELPING A FELLOW NOOB
[11:08] RaiD3n: Fucking faggotry.
[11:08] Rawr <3: yeah man thats just fucked
[11:08] Rawr <3: even the fact that yur gf didnt leave. like wut the fuck?
[11:08] RaiD3n: She's like
[11:08] RaiD3n: "If you want me to I will"
[11:08] RaiD3n: Fuck, my fucking ex gf is playing with me too and she's in that guild
[11:08] RaiD3n: I just have to ask her to leave and she will
[11:09] RaiD3n: She won't fucking question me for half an hour?
[11:09] RaiD3n: And she'd probably get so fucking pissed at the guild
[11:09]
[11:09]
[11:09] RaiD3n: Well anyway
[11:09] RaiD3n: I'm going to go rest now
[11:09] RaiD3n: I havn't slept yet.
[11:10] RaiD3n: The good thing is I met this girl from my country. 16 this year and she talks cute.
[11:10] RaiD3n: Beats all the fucking morons around me anyday.
[11:10] Rawr <3: oh okays..
[11:10] Rawr <3: ill probally ttyl anyways
[11:11] Rawr <3: ill be on for the next..12hrs or so (:
[11:11] RaiD3n: Alright, take care man :)
[11:11] RaiD3n: I'll go emo in the corner
[11:11] RaiD3n: lol
[11:11] RaiD3n: Then probably relish the fact i'm not a stuck up motherfucker like..
[11:11] RaiD3n: Hmm
[11:11] RaiD3n: lol
[11:12] Rawr <3: LOL
[11:13] RaiD3n: Take care
[11:13] Rawr <3: you too man

What the fuck is this. The more I think about it the more pissed off I get. Fuck. Unbelievable this can happen. Unbelievable.

P.S To ??? I hope it works out between you and her. If it doesn't, don't look back. Learn from it. Live the rest of your days knowing you had a great time, and nothing else will matter.

Sorry to all you readers... I havn't had time to blog.

To recap fast,

ESO. Ether Saga Online.

460 Friend requests on FB. (I should get down to start accepting)

Still arguing with Jas.

That's all. I'm having it rough. The good thing is that I achieved a 2.25 GPA. Moving on to year 2. K. Good morning all. I'm going to bed now. I havn't slept yet.

Hello MSN!

2009-03-31T15:15:00.001+08:00

WEILIN;DD says (3:10 PM):
Are you a gangster?

Cute.

Fuck you, literature! Don't steal my girl D:

2009-03-30T13:48:00.002+08:00

Baby is going overseas for a literature field trip. During the June hols for 7-10 days D:

WHY THE FUCK DO YOU NEED TO LEARN LITERATURE OVERSEAS? ISN'T THERE ENOUGH LITERATURE AROUND US?

I myself am a literature student, and I did rather well and enjoyed the subject. I do not see the reasoning behind traveling a trillion miles in some other country which has a higher crime rate and is obviously not as safe as Singapore. Yeah, learn more literature and the meaning of life from some drunk on the street overseas? Wut. Fuck you, literature class. Fuck you.

If I take the air tickets from the teacher, it'll disrupt the field trip, and probably cause it to be cancelled >;D It's time for planning. Heh. HEH. HEHEHEHEHE. Wut.

But baby will enjoy going overseas so I have no choice but to let her go ;(

There will be other guys going with her , as well as girls ;(

Guys.

Other guys ;(

If her classmates (including the guys) are reading this, do take care of her for me. Protect her from the dangers of the outside world D: D: D: D: wtf.

Mercenary bonus +25% more gold.

Wut. Shit. How. She'll be going for a whole fucking week ;( Damn it. Damn.

Anyway. I had this fucked up nightmare today. To cut to the chase, Paw and Jasmine made out and she wanted to leave me or something. Or the other way round. Whichever, it was fucked lol.

Although this is obviously not happening, since Paw and Joyce are so madly in love, and Jasmine loves me so much, it still made me sad inside when I woke up. Add that feeling with a backache, because I tried to sleep in a way such that my hair wouldn't get messed, since I have to wait another 2 days for the rebonding process to finish. Ah fuck it. lol.

Meh.

I miss baby already ;(

Okay...

2009-03-30T01:20:00.000+08:00

FRIED CURRY

I just came back from baby's house. I love her so much ^-^

Muacks, ILY ILY ILY ILY

Bitch

2009-03-27T02:29:00.001+08:00

lol. You can never stop, can you?

Tired =s

2009-03-26T03:40:00.004+08:00

Went over to baby's house. Fixed up the computer. Record time to dissemble two computers, remove and replace HDDs and re-enable was 18minutes! It's fast, I guess. But I replaced the wrong HDDs. Winrar.

Had some problem with the VGA adapter, but fixed it with some drivers. Lol. Do I seem like a nerd? I AM :DDDDDDD K. lol.

Called Microsoft for WinBLOWS XP re-activation.

Chobit : "Good evening. Thank you for calling Micros.." etc etcetc

Me : " o.o"

Chobit : "Please say out your activation keys by blocks. We'll start with the first block, okay? Please read it out now ;) "

Me : " o.o .... 6, 4, 6... 5, 8, 8"

Me : "<.<" Chobit : "Very good! We'll repeat that for the rest of the blocks! Please tell me the second block!"

And I continue all the way to the 8th block.. when I realised there was no 8th block of digits. I had given "her" the wrong code. I needed to restart <.<

Me : "Shit."

Chobit : "I'm sorry... I didn't quite get that?"

Me : "Fuck. Uhh, restart."

Chobit : "I'm sorry... I can't understand you. Maybe we should switch over to non-voice activation?"

Me : "uhh restart. shit."

Chobit : "We'll be switching over to the keypad then ;) Please enter the 8th block in the keypad now."

Me : "Fuck. Start over. START OVER. RESTART. SHIT."

Chobit : "I'm sorry, please ente.."

-Hangs up-

Microsoft showing off their voice recognition softwares. lol. But I finished it eventually and the A.I connected me through to a support agent, who (THANKFULLY) was not local, but probably American or Austrailian.

Everything was done within 10 minutes. Good job microsoft. (I can't believe I just said that.)

ESO. Ether Saga Online. It's fun. Anime version of Perfect World, with excellent graphics, bloom lighting, etc. Expected, of course, since it was from the makers of PW ;) I miss baby. We're doing fine now. We do have the occasional arguments, but they last a few minutes. Tucked her into bed today. Baby, let's not fight anymore okay ;( I want to enjoy my time with you.

Pantystar portable is fun of course. Makes travelling seem alot faster and enjoyable.

"Enjoy grinding mindlessly on your asian MMORPGs at home, but you NEED to take a walk downstairs for dinner? BRING ALONG YOUR GRIND! PHANTASY STAR PORTABLE."

Lol. Not exactly grinding. It has a good storyline. Best enjoyed with friends on WIFI multiplayer.

K, i'm off to reply my 1000 things on facebook. I think it be tiemz for Mafia WARZ :DD

Shit. Gotta sleep. I hate sleeping late D: Damn.

Good night everybody.

We're back

2009-03-25T03:06:00.001+08:00

We're back together again. I've already come to accept the fact. She and I may argue relentlessly at times, but in the end, we'll be back together, because we both love each other the same.

Ah. lol. Love is strange.

Will post tomorrow. Tired today ;(

Oh, and Pantystar Portable (Phantasy Star Portable) for the PSP is good. Really good. If anyone plays, pm me. We'll have a party of four and go for a raid. lol.

Tuition

2009-03-24T04:15:00.002+08:00

Tutoring Angelus tomorrow. Well, today.

Meeting Jeremy first. Going to troll the world.

Also, If you're just added on my FB friend's list... I'm sorry I took so long to accept, I'm slowly accepting requests everyday ;(

And with that, good night everyone.

If you need to contact me, you remember my number. At least I answer my calls.

/b/

2009-03-24T02:13:00.004+08:00

On /b/:

"If a tree falls in a forest, and no one hears it, does it make a sound?"

Winrar replies I saw:

Anonymous 03/23/09(Mon)14:03:04 No.125892709

Yes, a tree can't decide whether to make a noise or not, therefore it always makes a noise

Anonymous 03/23/09(Mon)14:04:10 No.125892901

laws of reality do not cease just because people arent around.

Anonymous 03/23/09(Mon)14:10:01 No.125893840

One time I was walking through the woods alone and a tree fell. It didn't make a sound. I don't think it saw me.

Anonymous 03/23/09(Mon)14:24:31 No.125896510

So if my wife is yelling at me but my headphones are too loud for me to hear her, she's actually not making any sound?

Anonymous 03/23/09(Mon)14:25:24 No.125896698>>125896510

She's a woman; all she does is make noise.

Anger Management

2009-03-23T15:00:00.002+08:00

Anger Management.

Someone tutor me.

OMG WUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

(Inside joke. Those who understand, will. lol)

Mafia Wars :

"Mr. Squirrles's Mafia of 56 fought with a Power Cutter, a Nail Gun, a Reciprocating Saw,"

ISSAC. USG ISHIMURA, DO YOU COPY!??!?!

Jasmine (Cont'd)

2009-03-23T02:46:00.001+08:00

Over-reacting is bad.

Is it my fault for being so sensitive, for always wanting to protect you, and always being the one you could count on, and not some other guy?

;(

Jasmine

2009-03-22T23:36:00.002+08:00

Fuck off my life.

It's over. It was over since the day you told all your problems to other guys who weren't important ... instead of me. Prioritizing failure.

Noob

2009-03-22T23:12:00.003+08:00

To the motherfucker :

You know who you are. Stop showing off your small little dick, fucktard. (And I don't mean it literally, webcam-ing son of a bitch) At least mine can't be measured with a fucking 15 cm ruler.

Motherfucker.

500gb

2009-03-20T21:34:00.007+08:00

a plane has lost control and is going to crash. A WOMAN stands up and shouts out "Are any of you men bold enough to make me feel like a woman before I die!?" A man gets up, unbuttons his shirt and says "Here, iron my shirt."

K so by now we all know there's lotsa shit on the interwebz.

No post for about 3 days I think... Been busy with stuff. Hanging out with Jas. We haven't argued since that last post about me changing ;DDD

LOL.

TIEM FOR CHANGE.

I'm happy we don't argue anymore. It's so much nicer ;)

And and and and .

I bought my new hard drive. IT BE WINRAR. SRS.

U SEE SCREENSHOT KK I SHOW :

(CLICK IT FFS.)

Went out to SimLim, then Bugis yesterday. Met the usual group at Bugis. Played, played, lol-ed.

Chawamushiied.

Pantystar Portable is quite fun. Jeremy recommended. Garh. I really should start accepting the 150 friend requests on FaceBook for mafia wars =/

Procrastination... bad...

Who cares. I just borrowed Far Cry 2, Assasin's Creed, Oblivion GOTY edition and Enemy Engaged 2. Shit... I might not have enough disk spac..

EH WAIT.

WAITAMINUTE.

With my new 500gb Sata ll HDD I can now install all mai gaemz !

THAT MEANS HAI AGAIN COMMAND AND CONQUER

lolkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

I go game first

WILL POST TONIGHT OKAYKAKKAKYKAKYSKAKAYKYK.

Good bye.

I love Jasmine!

Cheers to the best gf evar!

Better Boyfriend

2009-03-19T23:24:00.003+08:00

I really do want to D:

I'm trying my hardest.

I need moar effort.

Step 1: Be better BF
Step 2: Remain good lover
Step 3: Love Jas moar
Step 4: ???
Step 5: PROFIT!11!1

Baby is <3

I <3 Baby D:

Need to work on controlling my temper and not getting jealous over every single person with a dick who talks to her <.<

I love her, so I shall.

I SHALL PREVAIL.

Chivas (Cont'd)

2009-03-18T20:02:00.003+08:00

Fucked up. I feel sick. I think I am.

Omgwut.

z.

D:

Anyway, i'm never drinking again. Evar okay. Evarrr.

Fuck.

And to the guy who attempted to woo Jasmine just because we argued for a few minutes:

I still love her, she only loves me. Go for another girl ok ;)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Rant mode :

FUCK OFF. GTFO HER LIFE NEWFAG TROLL FUCKING /b/ CANCER SHITSTICK.

Thank you.

Chivas

2009-03-18T06:49:00.003+08:00

Okay wait. The last I remember, I was at a pub with Leon, Dorissa, Cindy, Christie, Fang and Rachel.

Shit.

We had a jug of beer, and opened a bottle of Chivas.

K. Fang drank like, coke. Smart move.

Christie couldn't take it and went home slightly earlier. Cindy went off with her bf. So it was left with 5 people. Fang left shortly after so.. 4.

K so Leon and I had like more than half the bottle to go.

And we agreed not to leave anything.

Fucking wrong decision. I still can't type properly right now.

I remember someone helping me back to DBG. I think. And I kept hearing either Dorissa or Rachel talking to me or sth. Wut.

I don't even know how my mom knew. She came to fetch me.

Oh fuck, the last time I got so high was months ago.

Damn, the coke + chivas was bad ;(

K so like it's 6.52am and baby is angry with me?

:(

Seeyou guys tmr. Night.

I feel like throwing up.

Fuck.

lol

Lulwut. Dedspaz

2009-03-17T12:58:00.005+08:00

DeadSpace Spoilers. (Section will be marked.)

Spoilers start from here.

wut.

"He didn't want humanity dead at all, he wasn't the total destruction type, he just wanted humanity to evolve, he thought it was time we become more. I thought it was lame that he ended up becoming a mere enhanced, slasher that you rape on your way out the door, not dramatic at all, it was funny but he should have become some kind of boss, game needed more of em anyways and his transformation was a obvious chance that for some reason was avoided, I was like wtf"

-AlLGodsDie , GameSpot Forums

"Nicole may be dead...

But as long as the body is still warm then it's PARTY TIME!"

-Xpanic , GameSpot Forums

LOLWUT.

-End of spoilers-

Welcome home!

2009-03-16T23:48:00.005+08:00

Baby is back home today! ;)

I'm so proud of myself for sleeping at 6.30am but waking up at 10am and NOT going back to sleep. I so promoar.

;D

lolwut.

And I completed the entire game of DeadSpace. The ending was ;(

;(

;(

;(

- SPOILER ALERT FOR DEADSPACE -

Can you see Issac's sadness?

I was very disappointed with the ending, but I knew it would end that way.

- End of spoilers -

Anyway. Sleeping early tonight. Going out with baby tomorrow. Good night everyone, will post moar tomorrow.

Welcome home, darling.

5pm fail.

2009-03-16T02:59:00.003+08:00

I miss you darling.

Hello world.

Just when I was happy about my sleeping schedule. Shit, I awoke at 5pm yesterday.

Damn it.

I slept at 9am. 4Chan is a bad, bad bad bad website D: Spent an hour or so reading /b/.

However, I did manage to force myself to wake up at 2pm to call darling. She picked up the phone, and apparently, she had just woke up as well. She still sounded sleepy. So we talked for a minute or so, and she went to pack up and get ready.

I obviously went back to sleep.

She called again at around 3 or 4 to say she was going off. That tinge of sadness overcame my laziness and we talked for awhile before having to put down the phone as she crossed the border.

I went back to sleep.

Woke up 50% less happy =/ From then till Tuesday, I won't be able to see her.. Rahh.

Time will fly. I will see her again. I should be able to talk on the phone with her longer in a few hours, so it's okay I guess.

So, after waking up at 5pm, I used the computer for awhile. The usual routine which included accepting friend requests on FB, and updating the Zynga games.

Met with Leon and Jeremy to chat over at Punggol.
One hour journey. What the fuck.

Wut o.o Yeah, we saw this at the playground

Okay. I'm going to play DeadSpace and WC3 soon.

To Jasmine : I miss you so. Come back home soon. Lie down beside me so I can sing Eric Clapton's 'You Look Wonderful Tonight' for you once more. I love you, and I miss you. I miss your hugs.

We go a party
And everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady
Thats walking around with me
And then she asks me
Do you feel alright
And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight

I feel wonderful
Because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize
How much I love you

Forever Yours,

You laugh, you lose.

2009-03-15T07:36:00.002+08:00

Okay.

You laugh, you lose.

http://img.4chan.org/b/src/1237071117304.jpg
http://i27.photobucket.com/albums/c189/RaidenRay/1237069979312.jpg
http://img.4chan.org/b/src/1237073267279.jpg

Angelus' Bday

2009-03-15T03:47:00.007+08:00

Hello, readers. Today was PHUN.

I take pride in myself for waking up at 2pm today, even though I slept at 7am after some DeadSpace gaming. It's a huge feat, I can assure you that. Two years ago, I played Trickster times like 5pm - 8am, and I'd sleep at 8am - 4pm.

OWL , MUCH.

But gaming was an important hobby of mine. Was

I used to grind for fun on games like MapleStory. Ah, the typical asian grindfest games.

Cutesy graphics, shitty game play, and non-existent customer support.

Nowadays, i'm more busy with my friends, or playing single player campaigns with intriguing story lines. Dead Space, being an excellent example. Next up, Fallout 3.

Mafia Wars. This person hit Jas for no apparent reason, so I hitlisted him. He hit me back, and robbed me of $8m, along with $23m worth of property damage.

Lolwut. It's okay. Angela helped me destroy him. As quoted from her,

"

Angela Kingshott wrote
at 2:53am tomorrow

Consider that person "sorted"... actually he doesn't have a super casino anymore - I wiped it off the face of the earth... no one and I mean no one messes with my gang... "

I assume that's over 30m worth of money gone, and a few hundred million of property damage? She shut down all 53 of his supercasinos. Lulwut.

Thanks to Angela! XD

He's going to hitlist me again, but doesn't matter. This was a good enough laugh. I hope he laughed too lol. This game is just so interesting.

-

Kay. Games aside now.

Celebrated Angelus' birthday over at DBG today. Brought some Ballantine's scotch whisky. Good, small party.

-

I miss baby ;( She'll be going to

Malaysia from Sunday - Monday D:

That's long! IT IS OKAY D:

Shit.

I'll be waiting for her return.

Baby wrote me a love letter for our 5th month yesterday ;) She's so sweet okay.

Alright, i'm going to talk to her for awhile more and it's off to the USG ISHIMURA.

Haz you be pro-moar?

Don't eat too much junkfood, lest you become... D:

K tiem to bai bai. Will post moar maybe later at 7am when I finish gaming lol.

Love jasmine manymanymanys.

Good night!

WHHRARARAHHAHAHHAHHHAUUUUGHH

Personality Quiz

2009-03-14T00:59:00.004+08:00

A fun note for you to read (And hopefully, reply to! <- roflmaololmaoroflcopter I'll probably post more later. But for now, this will do: I did a personality quiz online, and I got this for the answer. It's just for fun, but it generally describes my thinking and attitude.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Okay. Today I went out with baby, jeremy and Theo. Went to the IT convention at Suntec Expo hall. Prices were not spectacular, but the human traffic sure was. Met up with others later on.

I still can't find a Sata ll HD ... Perhaps I shall visit Sim Lim soon.

Probably going to celebrate Angelus' birthday tomorrow.

Will post moar later!

I love you, Jasmine darling.

End of the exams. It's about time!

2009-03-12T04:43:00.006+08:00

Partied. Whoo. Lul. Ah John made up some concoctions for us to drink. Wuz good.

Met up with alot of people today to play at DBG.

Fun, but wasn't as fun because baby had to leave early ;(

- K i actually posted more things here but blogger screwed it up with the html code, so I'll write down whatever I remember. -

Mafia Wars / Street Racing has new updates now. Makes the game funner. Or however much fun a browser game can give, anyway.

There are so many things I want to do now. I've been waiting months for this long break, and now that it's here... I'm going to enjoy myself to the fullest ;)

And one more thing to Jas:

I : Good Lover, Bad Boyfriend. Please remember okay D: Give tiem to change pl0x. Thx+1.

Love you moar.

K. Err. Hmm. Yah. I met up with Sankalp again after so long. He has his own problems too. It seems everyone is having some problem nowadays. Everyone.

Winrar for today(Yesterday):

Boris (Sniffing Glenn's Vodka) : "Hmm... This smells like alcohol."

Me : "You think?"

winrar kk.

I am not joking. My friend wrote this for his phase test. Pro moar.

I'm off to neopets while waiting for the DeadSpace installer to complete. Goodshit.

Bye.

Back together, and <3

2009-03-11T18:23:00.000+08:00

I fucking love Jasmine.

It's almost time

2009-03-10T22:52:00.003+08:00

12 hours to the Maths final exam.

I'm quite confident I'll do well, since Maths isn't as alien to me as Networking.

K. After that, it's just some work to be finished and it's back home to change and get ready to party. Finally! After 6 months, it's time for a well deserved break.

Well not really, since I was playing for 6 months anyway... But you get the point.

Jas and I are on the phone right now, and everything is fine again.

What's new -.-

Argue, argue, argue and then back back back.

Heh. Being a good boyfriend was harder then I ever thought. Well, with her.

Edit:

She's still such a bitch. Maybe i'm at fault too, but she's still a bitch.

K, i'm a bastard. So what? I don't have to take this shit.

Exams

2009-03-10T17:36:00.001+08:00

You always have to make a big fuss during important times.

Whether it be just before the start of the weekends or holidays,

Or like now, when my exam is tomorrow.

And you say I only care about myself?

2009-03-10T03:06:00.002+08:00

Jas and I are fine now. Went over to her place to fix up her shelf and talked things out with her. The networking exam was okay I guess ;) Everyone agreed that it was easier then expected.

Now, C Maths. And once that is over, it's time to party.

Things never felt better. Straightened things out in my head, and I feel a lot better now. Mostly because Jas and I are not arguing anymore, and hopefully it stays that way.

3 friends of mine had their heart broken recently. To you guys : Stay strong. It'll work out. Time will heal all things, if you stay strong enough to go through it. SMS me if you need anything.

p.s 105towncars ftw. (Inside joke)

Good night everyone, and good luck to those doing the Computing Math paper on Wednesday.

2009-03-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

Shit.

Going to school early tomorrow to revise.

Like thats going to help -.-

I'm scared.

Aiming for a pass for my networking test. I'm okay with maths (ironically). If I fail my networking module, i'll have to retake the entire year again. Wow that's so fucked.

I'll do my best tomorrow. At least a passing grade will do.

Oh man.

Ethernet
10Base2, Thinnet, Thin Coaxial Cable, 10Mbps
10Base5, Thicknet, Thick Coaxial Cable, 10Mpbs
100Base-TX, Fast Ethernet, UTP cable, 100Mpbs
100Base-FX, Fast Ethernet, Fiber-optic cable, 100Mpbs
1000BaseT, Gigabit Ethernet, UTP cable, 1000Mpbs
1000BaseSX, Gigabit Ethernet, Multi-mode fiber cable, 1000mpbs
1000BaseLX, Gigabit Ethernet, Single-mode fiber cable, 1000mpbs
10-GBase, 10 Gigabit Ethernet, Fiber-optic cable, 10000mpbs

WHAT THE FUCK.

2009-03-08T17:26:00.003+08:00

Exams in one day.

Jasmine and I mutually broke up.

Shit.

I'm sorry , jas.

I'll fix everything once the exams are over. She'll remain my bestestestestestest pal forever.

K networking / math exam, time for me to pwn ur bitch ass, motherfucker.